chapter 82 summary. Nah translation rather.
Yuusuke's thoughts.
[even though its not clear, but i feel that this would happen. That his and her fate would be linked together.]
Yuusuke: hold on tight, maria! [even thougg its not clear, but i feel that meguroa nd maria are in this type of situation]
maria: its it fine for 2 people to be riding a bicycle?
Yuusuke: its fine. so im gonna cycle faster. Dun fall off!
Maria: Im counting on you
[no matter how far they are, they will always think of each other.]
yuusuke: run, maria![I who have always kept my distance from others, would feel like running away when people become closer to me. so for maria and meguro who treat each other honestly/seriously, i feel abit [something].]
Yuusuke:2 tickets xx airport. what time does his flight leave?
maria: the flight leaving at 11.
they get into train.
maria: yuusuke, why do you do so many things for us?
Yuusuke: help? I...im just doing this for myself! if you and meguro dont promise each other, i would feel unease!
maris: thanks.
yuusuke: you have become more straightforward.
maria: what...i have always been straightforward
yuusuke: more gentle. the one who made you show this kind of expression, must be meguro. give him a call, so you can try to make him wait a while longer.
Maria: o yea. ok.
yuusuke:[even though its unclear, but under this kind of situation, one would want the girl he likes to belong to him alone. but, as for maria, all i wish is for her to smile--]
"The number you are calling is unavailable"
[i wondered since when did i realise that the only one who could make her smile was meguro]
maria: the number has been cancelled...
yuusuke: curses meguro for cancelling his number. He never spared a thought for the thoughts of the people around him.
maria: you're right.
yuusuke: his decision to go to america was also made by him alone.
maria: absolutely right! his fault is that he always tried to solve things by himself
yuusuke: yeayea. self centered.
maria: you cant say that he's self centered...
yuusuke: but isnt he very -whimsical-im not sure abt this word? he actually abandoned maria didnt he?
maria: but...
yuusuke: he's really whimsical!
maria: No, its the opposite. as long as im by his side, he will always be considerate of me.
yuusuke: eh...is that so?
maria: yea! he always puts himself the last. if one were to be considerate for him, he would feel gloomy.
Yuusuke: is that so?
Maria: really!
lolol this is funny. gossiping about meguro.
i dunno who's saying this: i feel the same. i feel bad when he is like that. So..so...
maria: i want to let him be independant, and become a man with more...er crap i think its "confidence/aura", cos i want to be captivated by him more, i we separated!
.....................
yuusuke: what are you saying.
maria: ah..im saying that separating isnt bad thing.
Yuusuke: this is...the highest degree of the lovely transformation.
maria: ...nn. its like that. *haughty expression* this is a lovely transormation which i have staked my life for and gone great lengths to achieve!
yuusuke:[the 2 of them, are each other's fated one. i want to watch over them, along with their relationship, cos they are people important to me.]
maria: the airport's big, where should we go
yuusuke: here! we should look near the departure gates.
maria: cannot, there's too many peple...
yuusuke: dont give up! there's still itme!, i will go look at the opposite side, you stay around here and look.
maria: ah...
yuusuke: have you left, meguro[as a friend to both of them, i will neverbetray them, but when meguro will not be here, i will still be with maria...
maria: cant find...will i not be able ot see him again...
yuusuke:[if meguro does not make up his mind, i---] meguro---
arrival/departure noticeboard flashes.
maria: we missed it...
yuusuke: maria...
maria: even though i cant do anything, i still feel damn disappointed. it may be as you say, i might have really wanted to make a promise---...ah!
phone rings.
yuusuke: what?
maria: there's a voice mail on my phone. it was frm a public phone; when?!
yuusuke: who is it? meguro?
maria listens to voice mail.
meguro: ..ah-. its me. ....
maria:[again, this type of speaking]
megura: that...i was intending to say farewell to you....o yea. let me sing a song for you to use as your ringtone.
maria: its meguro.
meguro: thing song will be your farewell gift!
maria: eh? are you serious?
yuusuke: maria?
meguro sings ave maria: mother maria, blessed you, you are not alone.
yuusuke: maria, are you fine? what did meguro say?
Maria: ah, nn, he sang a song
yuusuke: song?
maria and meguro: you are being loved...all of you is being loved.
uusuke: ah..ave maria.
people started recording her singing using their phone.
maria and meguro: god is always by your side.
meguro: mother maria, maria, maria, maria. let me always praise your beauty, until my life ends. i will forever love you.
message ends.
yuusuke: maria...
bystadners: whats wrong? why isnt she singing? sing again
maria: he said that he will like me until death. I have no means to reply to him now, we cant exchange promises; this is only his one-sidedness. what a wilful person!
yuusuke:[i like her, i like the maria who likes meguro.but i cannot cross that line.]
since that, i had recorded her singing. remembers what maria said about how she was unable to reply to him.
[i want to stay by maria and smile, cos this is the only thing i can do.]
so he uploads the video fo her singing, hoping that meguro would see it.
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